



L -R : Aunty Cath, Nadya and mom
Nadya is very speacial to me coz she is not only my best friend's daughter but also coz she reminds me of me when i was her age. SO i told her mom Nadya is also my baby coz i just love her! The moment i saw her for the first time i knew that im going to love her so i told sherry that she is my baby too and thats what i've been calling her my baby :)
Here's my baby's picture...very very beautiful just like her mom and i adore both of them indeed :) Like daughter like mom :)
Nadya
Then afternoon i got the opportunity to go out with Nadya's mom, Sherry which is my best friend. So its a double bonus indeed :) we had wonderful time together went out to eat at a place called D'Junction where we chat from 3pm to about 6pm then we moved on to cocoon and chatted again till about 8pm. Was a wonderful get together and since our birthdays are both getting nearer so we talked about what we are gonna do so we decided to spend one whole day sometime in December just the two of us and have wonderful time together just like when we were kids and celebrate our birthdays together. So thats something for us to look forward to.
here is Sherry in her necessity of being simple..heheheh :)
Sherry
Well, thats the whole account of my whole sunday. Well i hope i get to have wonderful sunday like this is again soon and to my best friend Sherry, Love you always!
Just me,
Clarity!
Let Clarity defines you!
Clarity!
Since i was unwell for a few days, i have been doing a lot of reminiscing about my past...what a very strange feeling im having right now...Mid life crisis? Heck i dont know but enough to say that it got me thinking about a lot of things. Especially regarding my past relationships with men or rather more closely those whom i had a deeper relationship with. Hmn....still cant understand why things happened the way that they do but...moving on has been a swift part of the recovery for me on all my past relationships which only account of two major ones but its an eye opener for both and streamlined me to be more adult in how i value relationship towards another. Like most heard comment...Life goes on with or without HIM! Hehehe ;)
For you Rapacious!
What a terrible state in which to remain,
Just so damn glad it's over when it's over indeed!
Oh Rapacious!
How you plagued my life. Who are you?
I can identify you now.
You are sitting in front of the computer in silence for a few hours.
Looking, reading and typing,
You are a peck on the cheek when he wanted a passionate kiss.
You are the subduing of feelings of disgust when forced by guilt to do things I don't want to.
You are exhileration when met with someone who is interested in me.
You are my obligation to remain in the rut.
You are walking in the dark because he doesn't want to leave his demanding so-called "friends".
Oh, how you have plagued me!
Oh, how you have sickened me!
Oh, how you have made me someone I am not.
Now, I am free from you.
Your shackles are something existing in perception only
Why did I not see this before?
Before I did things I regret.
Before I wasted time.
Before I got to this place.
But, I am happier now.
Take that, Rapacious!
You thought we were pals,
But now you ask me are we just that?
And I respond, "Heck yes!
You've made your bed, so now sleep on it!
Oh rapacious!
You have ALWAYS been a jerk!
And what a jerk it has been indeed!
Complacency is but a good feeling,
Clarity!
would definately brighten up a dull month for me indeed when he comes along and Preetykissmet..here is Andrea!
Le tigress malesia me,
Clarity!
here is me and my not so well looking face and my cute kipas :)
so its back to work tomorrow not looking forward to it but most important of al i hope i feel much better is all i can hope for!
happy blogging everyone!
Clarity!
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)
But you won't let me
You upset me sometimes
And then all of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
But I hate it...You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong
But I hate it...You know exactly how to react
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you! :)
Sisterly sister!
Clarity
Why do people pretend? You talk with people and they seem to be so sincere. Then you discover that their intentions were far from being sincere or truthful. Why do people pretend they are just an ear, a shoulder, a friend, and a lover or some sort or just about anything when it's not the case at all? Why do people pretend they don't just want to score sex....when that is just what it is? Of worse still why do we need to change ourselves in order to please others? Why cant people just take us just as we are and make corrections on their side to suit situations and not judge people and make people feel uncomfortable and stupid! |
So why do people pretend? Why do they pretend like someone when they really don't? Or pretend to be someone they really aren't? Better yet why do people pretend they want nothing from you when really they do? Why do they pretend everything is your entire fault when they know it's not?
Ordinary letting out day! Clarity!
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Sometimes I just like to be simple and say "just because" this and that....and many more. But we are also always make life harder than it has to be. Yes, bad things happen...and they usually comes when we least expect it to come I have a nice little sob story I could tell you....and I know plenty of others who have same woes stories and much worse than I do...and for me that is very sad to know because I know the hell I've been through. But still...we either hang on to it and let them kill us slowly...and let those evil nit wits and morones who used and abused us win....OR we put our hands on our hips and say "WHY?" and we answer back with a smirk "Just because" The most simple thing we can do is just be it. Why is that scarry to people? Doesn't mean that you dont' accomplish anything or that you sleep till sun up every day or that you allow someone else to carry your load....it just means that you don't take on the loads of others, you don't let life beat you while you try and fix it. You do what you can when you can.....and move on. If everyone just did what they could, when they could....we would be surprised as to how much would be done...and how much wouldn't need to be done.
If you can do things yourself...then just do it....no one owes anyone anything. I made sure I don't. I haven't harmed anyone....or caused anyone pain, grief or suffering....and neither have most of us. No one owes me anything and it's doubtful that anyone owe's most people out there anything. Life has become some kind if entitlement....and it's not. None of us are entitled to the air we breathe. or the food we eat....it's all a gift....either we give ourselves by our own labors or a gift someone else graciously shares with you.
I guess "GET OVER WITH IT" is what I wish everyone could understand. Sure we are all special....but none more special than the other. I'm not competing with anyone....I don't care what anyone has or doesn't have. It's all about the person you are. And honestly you can't hide that. Try as you might....you can't ever hide that. !!
Why me... L
Clarity!
see what i meant acting up crazy :) Ah well, hopefully its nothing serious ...just hope for the best ;)
crazy sun day!
Clarity
I LOVE YOU!
I bet you guys are squirming in ur seats right now looking at these cute babies :)
Clarity me !
P/s ....Based on one and only commentor of this post i get to correct this post where its actually not a baby echidna but instead a baby hedgehog...so E, thank you for enlightening me with the mistake...hehehe :)
The four malaysians vying for the one and only spot to space. And the one in red tie is cute dont you reckon so :)
These are the two Malaysian Astronauts that was in the final and only one was chosen :) Obviously the tall and handsome one was chosen i would have chosen him myself too hahaha :)Now who would you choose between the two gus up there? :)
seeeeeeeeeeeee...cute kannnnnnn! Reminds me of my friend Dinny kan ms danne ;)
kisssssssssssssss!! good luck to u too sweets ;)